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Dear Friend #1

To my dearest friend, There's a dark cloud over you these days. It's always following you around and it's always raining. Sometimes it's a light drizzle and other times it's a storm but it just keeps pouring. The rain doesn't touch the anyone else around you but everyone sees it. They see what it's doing to you physically and emotionally. They are sad because they realised that they can't do anything to stop the rain. They try to hold an umbrella over you but when the rain becomes too heavy, you think that it's pointless for them to be holding that umbrella. So you walk away getting even more drenched along the way.  Your spirit is dampened. Your soul is drowning. Your face is dark and wet. Your heart is crying... And here I am wishing I could do more to help. All I can tell you is don't be sad, dear friend, God is with us. He knows what you're going through. He sees everything, He hears everything. Always remember; For inde...
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The Best of Planners

"(T)hey plan, and Allah plans. And Allah is the Best of Planners" (8:30) This verse of the Qur'an gives me so much hope. It's like Allah telling me that no matter what happens, good or bad, expected or unexpected, it is all a part of Allah's plan.  Whenever I come across this verse, I can't help but think of this major event that occurred to my family 10 years ago. My father sold our house to buy a new one in a new neighbourhood. My siblings and I had to transfer schools and I hated it. But since my father had bought a cheaper house, within a year he was able to save enough money for my family of 5 to do Umrah! Alhamdulillah...  Also, if my family had not settled into this new neighbourhood, I would not have met the people I know now. I wouldn't have become the person I am now.  My point is, you might hate something in your life right now. But who knows? Maybe it is good for you? Maybe it is in your life to teach y...

Happily Ever After

Assalamu'alaikum. I just realised something a few days ago. I'm going to live forever. Every human being is going to live forever. This world is just like a short stop-over. You know, like when I went to Germany, we took a plane from Singapore to Finland, spent a few hours at the Finland airport and from there we took another plane to Berlin? This Dunya is just like that few hours I spent at the Finland airport. Instead of Berlin, My final destination would be the Afterlife. Allah created souls that do not die. Souls that live inside bodies that are like tanks. These tanks will die, decompose, or whatever but the soul lives forever. I am a believer of freedom. I believe that we should be able to do whatever we want, whenever we want. However, I realised that this world is not the place for freedom. Freedom does not exist here. It only exists in the Afterlife or more so in Heaven. How do we get there? We just have to pass this test. This life is a difficult test. What ...

Turning 20

Assalamu'alaikum! It's the time of the year once again! The time where I turn a year older. This year I'm turning 20 in about 5 days. Two decades old. Wow... I remember my 10 year old birthday gathering at my grandmother's house like it happened just yesterday. It was one of my best birthdays. 10 years have passed, SubhanAllah.  It just hit me that I'm actually 20 years old this year. I'm growing so fast. I'm becoming an adult. Am I the adult that I had envisioned myself to be when I was 12? Hmm... I don't think so. When I was 12, I couldn't wait to turn 18. I wanted to be a journalist. Look at me now. I'm 20 and I'm a student-teacher. It's not that I dislike my life at the moment, it's just that I didn't see myself here.  Reminds me of the Quran verse "(t)hey plan and Allah plans and Allah is The Best of Planners." (8:30) I feel like my life is about to change now that I am about to turn 20. The biggest ch...

Dressing modestly

Assalamu'alaikum! My holiday is going to end in less than 2 weeks. Because of that, I've been watching lots of 'back to school' related videos on YouTube. That includes lots of lookbooks, DIYs and even school supply hauls. (Don't judge me, I was bored LOL.) One of the youtubers that I was watching said something that has inspired me to write this post. "What we wear can affect how we behave." How true is that statement? When I heard her say that I immediately thought of the way I normally dressed. I realized that I behaved much more modestly whenever I wore an abaya or even a maxi dress/skirt. Maybe other people can't tell the difference, but I can. Another thing that she said was, "Wear whatever makes you happy and confident." I half agree with that statement. I believe that as a Muslimah, I should wear whatever makes my Lord happy. When He is happy with me, I'll be happy. What type of clothing makes Him happy? Modest clothing, ...

Unrealistic dreams

Assalamu'alaikum! I'm usually a very practical person. I look at the practicalities of things before anything else. However, I also have some very big dreams. Most of them are very unrealistic and impractical. I've given up on some of them and will most probably give up the rest of them. Lol~ So I thought of just listing some of them down so that I could look back and laugh at myself when I'm older (Insya'Allah). 1. This is a dream I've had since I was about 12 years old. It is to be a magazine journalist. I've always wanted to see my name at the end of an article of a fashion magazine. I gave up that dream when I realised that a Muslim girl has no place in the fashion industry. I guess it's different now with Muslimah fashion becoming quite popular these days but I'm already in the education line and I've no intentions of switching. So good bye to that dream~ 2. I've always wanted to migrate to Europe. Ever since I went to Germany and C...

19 life lessons I learnt in 19 years

Assalamu'alaikum! I just watched Jenna Marble's new video titled '29 life lessons I learnt in 29 years'. It's self explanatory. Well, since I just turned 19, I thought of writing my own list of life lessons! I definitely learnt more than 19 lessons but ain't nobody got time to list them all out. So here is my 19 life lessons I learnt in 19 years. Bismillah! 1. Its okay if things don't go the way you had expected them to go. Everything happens for a reason. 2. Always bring a plastic bag with you wherever you go. You will never know when you might need it. 3. Never ever go through a family member's twitter account. Especially after a fight. Just don't. 4. Don't have regrets because whatever you went through/did has shaped you into who you are today. (So cliché but whatever.) 5. Whenever you're feeling down or going through some rough times, flip to a random page of the Quran and just start reading. Read the meanings of the verse...